Things I do just to avoid you!

I did everything just to avoid seeing you
I walk all the way to the ladies room before my class
just to prevent walking pass by you at the hall way
and yet unexpectedly when I'm totally unaware
and no cross roads to turn to
I have no choice but to walk pass you.

I decided to go to the mall
just to get my mind out of you
I decided to take the jeep
I saw you queing at the line
where all passengers que just to ride the jeep
I dare not ride the same jeep with you
In order to prevent that
I took the taxi to go to the mall
I spend 100 pesos instead of just paying 6 pesos if I rode the jeep.

When I was at the mall I was in a que of ATM
it was a long que!
I was shock that you were there
you were heading towards my direction
how can I be so unlucky today
I went out of my que
and went to another ATM even though it was a longer line.

When I went home
I still dare not to ride the jeepney
Going home I still took the taxi
Just to avoid seeing you!!!

Before when I long to see you
you never appear
and now when I dont want to see you
you always appear!

I'm this close to be admitted to the mental hospital!

I'm serious! I think I'm going crazy. I think studying can actually damage your brain! LOL OMG I'll never take any subject for granted again. I didnt study for math cause I was like, "I knew it already. I've studied it like2 years ago hehe and I basically mastered simplifying and proving identities" so I studied Zoology instead. I was so concentrated on my zoo cause I dont want to screw up zoo.. I cant afford to mess up. so during math class when we had a quiz, I was so blank! hahaha I was so brave. I know that there is going to be a quiz and I didnt even touch my math book! So basically I screwed up my math quiz just know but it's okay I'll study harder for the exams. I knew it but I just couldn't remember it. Anyways as for zoology, I rock it. I even help my classmates to answer their recitation. I was so fired up during zoology I know like everything she's talking about, the one time I'm fully prepare and she didnt even call me to recite! sigh! anyways I wont be sleeping tonight cause I have to study. I kept telling my self that but next thing you know I'm in bed in a deep dream. The mind is willing but the body weak!

I have no right to fall asleep!

I got so many things to do! Midterms is on Monday! and I really have to study. Basically I literally hate my zoology lec prof right now. She pissed me off. she definetly can't teach at all!! I think I'm getting dumb-mer by the minute when I am at her class. Things need to be done for tommorow's class.. zoology lab - skeletal system of the frog DONE!!, history - none, botany lec - assignment - research (I'm doing it right now) quiz on dinoflagellates and bacteria. English - take God I'm the last to preform my monolog and it's after the finals.. I haven't memorize mine yet =s . Math quiz on simplfying and proving identities. I'm so fortunate to take A.maths so I don't really study for math. Just review and refresh then bloody zoology lec!! hahaha asignment on digestive system of vertibrates and invertibrates plus long quiz! WTF! I just studied in psychology that SLEEPIS SO IMPORTANT but what can I do? I think I alsoreally have to train myself to sleep less at get to stage 4 NREM really quick hehehe. Just now I reported in religion hahaha screwed it up. I didnt really want to report. Plus I was suppose to escape cause it was the closing ceremony of the sportfest and I have to be there. Unfortunetly she wouldnt let me go until I've reported!!Anyways like I said, I screwed it up but who cares. The closing ceremony was ok. so predictable that dentistry is the overall champion. I really love the dance preformed by the pharmacy students.Just now hanging out with my trackmates was FUN! I really do miss the times when we were trainning and hanging out. Apple, Michelle and Michack were at Jollibee, Dr. Yu's treat! We had spegatti, burger, fries, sundae and coke hehehe i had a really great time and today was Mam Lee's Birthday she treated us with frenchfries hehe. After that I met up with Gelli and start doing the frog skeletons stuff...

things to do

things i need to do before i leave Brunei

[x] blog!

[ ] blog often! who knows when I'm going to blog when I'm in the phils

[x] make a new blog skin

[x] go to Uri's party

[x] meet old friends (ex-st. geogians)

[ ] meet old friends MORE

[x] send Uri to the airport

[x] go to the mall

[ ] go to the mall MORE

[ ] visit all the shopping center here in Brunei

[x] go to that new kuilap mall

[ ] watch a movie at the new kuilap mall

[] shop

[ ] shop MORE

[x] buy stuff for friends in the phils

and i still got 3 weeks to go before i leave!!!