Thursday, October 19, 2006

Reminicing

Rememberin all the time we spend
all of the happy and sad memories
All of the problems we go through
I cant believe that its just
a part of my past.

Reminicing almost all the time
looking at the stars through the night
wishing that we could have spend
the rest of our kives together

They say time will heal
All of the pain I feel
But whenever I seek for the truth
It's always the lie that I took

Maybe I'm a fool
for believing in love
but its cool to feel
a different kind of rush
When I'm in love
I am weaker
But my thoughts just become
BIGGER

I don't know why I cant tag anyways thanks for visiting my site I miss you guys so much! Me having a great time here doesn't make me forget Brunei, It basically makes me misses it even more. I've been busy lately (excuses, excuses, excuses) bt I did paper blog and I'm going to transfer it here =)
YAY! I'm like the 24th top achiever in the school of science at CEU and it supposedly be such a big and wonderful matter/deal. The thought of it is like WOW! Unimaginable. ME? Getting a GPA of 1.54, but when I'm in the moment where I achieve it, the moment I look at my name in the bulletin board of the school of science in dean's office as the top notcher, the feeling was like, "Oh... Yeah.....Oh.... OK..." There's no single spark of excitement like, "OMG I cant believe it! I made it to the Dean's list. I'm so happy =D" Nope...NONE!
I 've decided to set my priorities right, and that's whats' missing during my HS years, knowing my priorities. I've decided to put my studies above the rest. Sometimes I even hardly eat. There are times that somehow I want to be the girl in the audience enjoying the show rather than being the girl who is performing and who's' always at the back stage.
That is the reason why (FYI) a few months ago I lied about my name. (I've told this to Sangs already) Okay so this is what happened. We had a meeting of all officers and I was included because I am the auditor of my class and I was like its' no big deal. It's not like I'm the class president, vice or secretary. I am just an auditor who audits stuff and my class consists of approximately BS Biology 15 students.
So... we had this election for the 1st year president, vice, secretary, auditor, treasurer and P.R.O. of the school of Science. I was elected for auditor and after I went to the front and gave my speech about myself and where I came from, I went back to my seat. The girl beside me (Dyna Godoy) asked, "Miss, excuse me what's your name?"
I got sacred cause (see the other incident) I know that the reason why she asked for my name is because she was going to vote for me! So I told her that I was Stephanie Torres. Stephanie Torres seems nice and she has the same name as my sister. She's also a candidate for the year-level auditor.
After the counting of votes I loss to stephanie torres by 1 vote!! =p hahaha YES. Sooner that day they found out that I wasn't Stephanie Torres and that my name is Sarah Obida. It's their fault they didn't listen to my whole speech that I am SARAH OBIDA! I also found out that almost half of Stephanie's vote was meant for me. (I hope she's not reading this. Even if she did, you can thank me anytime =p) I was supposedly be the year-level auditor of the school of Science.
I don't exactly know why I lied. It just came out of my mouth. Maybe because of the OTHER INCIDENT!
The Other Incident
It was the second day of schppl and we all were given a chance to introduce ourselves one by one in front of the class. After everyone had introduced themselves the teacher choose me to collect and buy their textbooks and I was like sure no probs. After a few days of collecting money from my fellow classmates, on Saturday I lined up to buy the books because on Monday we'll be using the textbooks. I'm so glad that Juliet and Dionne where there to accompany me buying the books. The line took ages to move and imagine this! We were at the line for 5 HOURS!! I even miss sending off my dad to the airport. =(
From then on I told myself, I don't want to be the responsible girl who would have to sacrifice. I want to be the girl who knows that everything is going to alright because some responsible person is doing the responsibility.
My brain is about to explode from overstudying.
It's 12am and it's Monday. the 1st week of October has just ended and things have been a rollercoaster so far. Just a mild ride. Where do I start? School have been okay so far. Did my presentation and gave my audience a nose bleed! =p My topic was all about DNA. That's computer. Ahm..... I was so happy that I was exempted in my Filipino finals exam hehehe could concentrate on my other subjects like chemistry and earth science better. English it was a surprise final exam. No one studied, it was a surprise final exam. No one studied, we just took the exam on the spot. I just thought that I could a lil better if I knew that there was going to be an exam and if I had studies but Oh Vell!
Oh at mass at San beda I nearly fainted. It's because the whole day on Sunday, I hibernated cause I was so tired on Saturday I studied the whole night and I watched the Lake House on my laptop before going to bed (to release stress) So I wake up at 11am on a Sunday morning, ate a slice of pizza and a sundae which my ever so loving room-mate bought for me. After that I went back to sleep cause I was sp tired! After that I woke up at 5p.m. I took a bath and got ready to go to mass at San Beda with EJ. During the mass, my stomach hurt, my vision blurred and my head started to spin. I started to freak out! But remain calm. Inside the church, it was a bit dim and it was hot plus I was hungry.
So after that, EJ and I went to Max and ate. After that I felt a bit better. Last week I went to the cinema twice. One at SM Manila, we watched First Day High. It was an OK movie, wasn't that great and it was predictable. The second one was at Mega Mall. I already know how to get there using the FX. hehehe I was my first time riding the FX. So at Mega Mall we watched Flyboys and it was a great movie! I was at the edge of my seat. Dyna and I had a lot of reaction during the movie, we were like Aw!!!, WHAT!!, NO......, CRAP!, QUICK!!, WOW!m AHHH!!, etc.. I strongly recommend the movie. Lake House was great too, I like the plot of the story. It almost made me cry!
I mean yeah I do studied like non-stop but I do unwind myself once in a while. Did you know that EJ and I went to Coffee Bean just to study? Yup! We're not normal because normal ppl go to the library to study. But the thing is after studying at coffee bean and having your ice blended, the ma;; is just right beside you if you want to shop and unwind. AND this, ladies and gentlemen is my secret to success..! hahahah =p