Sunday, March 27, 2005

the next day or for the next few hour im turning 16 as some would say sweet sixteen. but what 's the big deal. its just the day i was born. 2morow will be just an ordinary day. i'm not expecting it to be wow or special. i still got school. i still got my GCESE. my computer project. shucks i still cant believe im doing this , taking 8 subjects for the o level. i know i can drop a few but i refuse. i mean where's the challenge? but its going to be tough scary and stressful.... but who cares whatever it is, whatever challenge i faced i know i can do it hahaha i remember sangs and her song "i know i can... i know i can...be what i want to be... be what i want to be....' hahaha anyways just a lil post

open my eyesI try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember howI can't remember why I'm lying here tonight and I can't stand the pain and I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I cant explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this lifeI just wanna scream How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life just wanna scream How could this happen to me...... :'(