Ms Science

this week has been super tiring as in SUPER!!! it's crazy! okay let me start off with last Saturday the pre-pagent for the search for Mr. and Ms. Science.. freak I know I 'm not desperate to win believe me I'm surely 100% do not want to win or anything, the only reason i joined cause i was forced!!!! by my prof hahaha but i still do get nervouse cause okay the judges look scary! they freak me out and there's a lot of people that I got stage fright!!! just remembering that day still gives me the chills! I also do think that the reason why i didnt preform like, 'what the heck, who cares if i make a fool out of myself? i'm gonna do what i'm gonna do' is because non of my classmates were there at the audience cheering for me or supporting me and i admit that it sucks alot! They were there before the pagent started and wish me luck but they really couldnt make it. Dyna was there and I love her for accompanying me but she wasn't at the audience. she was back stage. I don't have anyone to looked/focused to and just smile so that i would be comfortable when i was at the stage. Kuya Eric was there, this fourth year psy dude who i met during the swimming try-out, he was seated at the front row and yeah he was cheering. It was unexpected and he was there only at the talent portion and hate him for being there to cheer for me because because of him I forgot my steps that i totally blanked out and i think i stopped for a minute or two hahaha it was so embarassing. I even got tounge tied! I have to say why did I joined the search for Ms. Science (besides that i was forced by my prof) here's what I said, "The reason why I joined the searc h for Ms. C-E, I mean Science... is becasue I want to represent my corse and section BS Biology 2A *ok dont freak out!* and be good ROLE RODEL!! *what!!??* (laughs) i mean good role model and be a living prove of beauty and brains' hahahaha i didnt said thank you i just walk away i mean do i even have to say thank you at the end? hahaha that was the last portion.. I went home at around 6PM my class actually finish at 1PM so yeah i was preety tired that after eating dinner at 7 i went to bed. i was so beat up. sunday slept all day. Monday I went to school at 7AM and went back to the dorm at arpund 9:30PM class ends at 5 but Gelli and I have to finish our botany project.. it was still incomplete that I have to wake up at 5AM so that I could go to school at 6AM just to finish the botany project. It was due on that day at 7AM. we manage to finish it. I was so tired that I slept after dinner. I didn't get to do any of my homeworks or review for quizes that day. Wednesday (yesterday) after class met up with Chris Colitoy former classmate and super duper nice guy/friend I hang out with him all the time during the first sem. OMG i didnt know what happen to me after i got back from school,I was so tired that I slept straight away!!! I DIDNT EAT MY DINNER! and this morning I couldnt even get up!!! just now I swam and it was so cool! I love the water but unfortuntely =( I'm not in the swimming team.. remember i tried out and I DID GET IN!! I DID GET IN!!! i couldnt believe myself but unfortunetly my track and field and the swimming event is going to be held at the same time!!!! WHHAATT?? so that means I have to choose.. running or swimming? i choose running.... so yeah drama of my life =)