straight jacket feeling

sigh the pagent for the search of Mr. and Mrs Science is tommorow. am i nervouse? not really but I am cause I dont want to embarass or make a fool of myself on stage. I'm not nervouse because it's not one of those thing that I want the most and that I really really want to win this competition. I know that I have no chance in winning this competition, I dont want to put my hopes up and plus I'm just doing for the fun of it but what sucks the most is that I have to miss classes *trust me it's not a good thing* even though I'm excuse but its hard to catch up plus prelims is on less than a week.. how could I concentrate two things at once? they say 'its all about time management' well i say 24 hrs is not enough... so little time, so many things to do. sigh.

Is it true that when yesterday your super happy, today you'll be super sad to balance it out? that's so unfair! why can't we be happy all year round.. okay i'm becoming emo here. It's because yesterday for some reason i was so happy!!! and now (today) I felt (for some reasons) as if the world has turn their backs on me.. ahh.. I hate this feeling