Jacket!!!

Today was the last day of trainning and damn I've gone dark!!! my sun block didnt work hehehe i have to rest my legs tommorow. The game is on Tuesday and IM SO FREAK OUT!!! been having mixed emotion caused I want to win. I really do. I want to make "the school of science" proud.. most of the colleges look down on us when it comes to sports. Okay so our dean is more concentrated on acedemics but it doesn't mean that you can't be smart and good at sport at the same time right? at first my team mates were suprise when they found out that I was taking up BS Bio hehehe and I'm no first year hehe I've been trainning so hard that even NOW my legs still hurts alot.. I can't walk properly!! my room mate thinks I'm turnning into a dog because of my constant cry of Oaw!!! Oaw!!! and I'm starting to lose hope in winning cause I saw other colleges/schools run during the trainning and 'm toast! I don't want to keep my hopes up cause I know that I'm just going to dissapoint myself. so yeah I dont know what to feel! hahaha my determination level is way down.. I even have a flu right now I'm coughing and my nose is running! hehehe at least my nose can run! hahaha my legs are weak!!! really really weak right now. If I'm going to see my crush any time soon, It's going to melt LITERALLY! sigh need lots of water carbs rest and faith hehehe in order not to die on the spot instead of "died at arrival" so yeah i dont whether to take this whole sport seriously argh!! i wish i choose swimming cause in swimming I don't care if i win or lose just as long as I finish the lap, you know, I'm already satisfied with that plus they have JACKETS!!! even the chess team had JACKETS!!! why does the atlethics team doesnt get to have one =( next year I'm tryiong out for swimming again (JUST FOR THE JACKET!!!) hey the jacket is really really cool and I want one!!! hehehe