being nice

me being nice, sometimes people take advantages of me.. and whats worst is for some people sometimes they do it unconsciousnessly.. I mean they're nice people but they cant help but take advantage of me... sometimes i think that i let them... sometimes I think that there's a sign on my forehead saying "Hey! I'm nice!!! Take advantages of me please! I beg you!" I hate the fact that you need to be cruel and mean to be nice and being nice is just not helping anyone and that your not going anywhere.

There's this one incident in class when we'e having an exam, 'a student' knowing that I've studied for the exam asked in a very nice way as possible, "Can you share me your answer please..." and wait s/he has a reason why I should let him/er cheat, "I was to busy to study last night.."

I'm like WTF! Do you expect me to say yes, sure no problem, I'm nice anyways, I'll help you cheat? What am I? An answering sheet? Where you could simply copy all the right answer without even inserting the tiniest bit of effort to think? Screw you! I don't carewhat you did last night, you should know your priorities and have studied the week before!

But ofcorse if you know me, I would never talk to anyone like that no matter how mad I am. So I didn't tell him/er that. Typically, I smiled and (in his/er dreams I'm going to say yeah sure you could copy my answers. Just give me the signal.) I said, "Sorry, I'm just too nice to break any school rules." and I reminded him/er, "Cheating is a major offens." Unless you want to get suspended go ahead but no thank you. I dont want to follow along.

I guess in that way that person wouldnt think that I'm a selfish cow or a smart ass but someone who's just obeying the rules and hope that s/he would to the same.... hahaha I doubt it!