Sunday, November 14, 2004

Black Mail !!!

I cant believe i was black mail by my own mom, my own mom! okay so it was like this yesterday we as a family went to church after that kuya mike asked for our (me and m sis) help to sell some food and after that the gpa so yeah my mom allowed at first i was impressed i mean wow my mom allowed me to go... cause i wasnt suppose to be out of the house cause i was kindda sick and everything bt i was feeling very much better... so yeah i was having the time of m lyf selling food taking JIRMS pictures and it was wicked and we laugh alot. Then the GPA was so cool the sold out band was there and they played.. During that whole time i forgot that i was even sick! when i went home i was about to pack m bag to go to the SHOUT! it lyk a leader's training and sleepover in Mae's house. i was really excited cause the whole JIRMS are going to be there but not for long.. i wasnt allowed to go.. when my mom found out it was a sleepover and she baned me to go.. ahhh. i was fustrated.. she said something that im still under medication or something lyk that i mean i can my medicine b myself .. and nick was even going to teach me some songs in the guitar.. so she made me a deal if i go to the SHOUT! i wouldnt be able to go to Singapore on dec. i have t ochoose only one not both ah.. what am i suppose to do i haf no choice but to choose sngapore this stink! when i watch my sis happily pack her bag i was angry i wasnt angry at my mom rather to myself.. i am so freaking ahh i dont know what you'd call it i was trying to over do myself by studying alot and getting less sleep now look what i get a horrible + terrible = miserable flu i cant even go to the shout i bet i cant even go to the empirer for the JIRMS girls outing and i dont think i would even get high grades from m final because of m flu ah... im signing off right here....