blogging and shopping

they say that it's only the beginning. some say that the best way to cope is by blogging and shopping and I couldn't agree more! First year is suppose to be easiest then it gets tougher each succeeding year but why am i struggling? It's only my first year more so my first term. Dr. Velasco somehow cheer me a bit. He said something before starting his lecture, like its normal for first year med student to struggle. At least now I know I'm normal. He said that it's normal to get low grades during the first prelims and that we still have two long exams to go and that we could still catch up and "rise from the dead" Yay there's hope for me after all. I guess hahaha its been a depressing week. I really need study hard, not for anyone else but for me. I need to prove myself that I can do this. sigh wish me luck everyone. I do hope I know what I'm doing and I hope I do it well...