emo..

somehow I wanted school to start so I could keep myself busy.. I'm a very active person so I get bored easily. I'm excited to go to med school and see what it has to offer to me and at the same time I'm nervouse. I know there are alot of people out there who believe in me and that I could conquer med school. I wish I could see what they see in me. they believe in me and now I have to believe in myself. I wish I don't dissapointed them and that I'll do my best not to displeased them. you know who you are and I love you all. thank you for all the advises, wishes, hopes, encourgements, love, and in simply listening and believing in me. it's now up to me. I've come this far and I'm not giving up. not now. not ever. I sound like i'm heading to war. it's just that I know people who went in med school and didn't make it. I know it's going to be hard. I expect it to be hard. in high school, Teacher Lata, a great teacher who always told me I have the potential to be great. It's there. It's in me and I know I can be great and I will be.