earning a living?

A lot of drama in the previous post. Ahm not officially a med student yet. Classes haven’t started but I’m nervous and excited all at the same time. I’m psych! Ate Meryl texted: MSC update: June 4 freshmen orientation and June 7 start of regular classes. Yay! I can’t wait for school to start so that I have something to do. I feel like I’m in a house arrest. I could get out of the house but first and foremost it is pretty hot outside and I don’t need a sauna. I think like that so the heat won’t get under my nerves. My brother and sister describe it as being inside an oven! So not really a tempting way to get me out of the house and secondly if I go out it means I need to spend! I’m trying to cut back on my spending just seeing my tuition fees for the first semester, I taught to myself, “I better not screw this one up!” I don’t mind studying “again” technically I must be out of college but most of my high-school friends are still studying so I’m not jealous of people who are my college batch-mates who are working and earning their own living like right now. When I was little I wanted to work so I earn money and buy anything I wanted. I think about being a cashier, a waitress, even as a flight attendant a.k.a. stewardess. But as I get older I dream a bigger dream. I dream about being a doctor and when I found out that it’s going to take 10 years in college, there is just no going back. I taught after high-school I would enter into a medical school straight until my parents explained it to me that I need to take a 4 years pre-med course then go into a medical school. Oh, well, my dream of earning my own money and living will have to put on hold =)