I'm this close to be admitted to the mental hospital!

I'm serious! I think I'm going crazy. I think studying can actually damage your brain! LOL OMG I'll never take any subject for granted again. I didnt study for math cause I was like, "I knew it already. I've studied it like2 years ago hehe and I basically mastered simplifying and proving identities" so I studied Zoology instead. I was so concentrated on my zoo cause I dont want to screw up zoo.. I cant afford to mess up. so during math class when we had a quiz, I was so blank! hahaha I was so brave. I know that there is going to be a quiz and I didnt even touch my math book! So basically I screwed up my math quiz just know but it's okay I'll study harder for the exams. I knew it but I just couldn't remember it. Anyways as for zoology, I rock it. I even help my classmates to answer their recitation. I was so fired up during zoology I know like everything she's talking about, the one time I'm fully prepare and she didnt even call me to recite! sigh! anyways I wont be sleeping tonight cause I have to study. I kept telling my self that but next thing you know I'm in bed in a deep dream. The mind is willing but the body weak!

rain

its been rainning here since the momment i woke up! Its still rainning now. its very gloomy and its making me feel lazy hehe Gee there's so many things to do.. i do hope that there's school tommorow because I'm starting to become a bum.. I'm not used to not doing anything.. I'm not used being useless.. I have become a workaholic!!! anyways I've just pampered myself.. went to F-salon with J after eating lunch at chowking.. I had my nails done!! love it and celephane my hair. rejuvinate it from the sun and it gone alot straigther and shinnier hehehehe.. hey after a month of non stop trainning and preparing for a pageant..its not easy!!! It's very stressful so this is my stress reliever plus midterm is on the way and I really have to study..I also need to memorize hamlet. Midterm is on around two weeks from now so I better get my butt off this lazy chair and start memorizing and reading.. I've been reading harry potter the 7th and last book and at the same time Ive been reading this book by paulo colhelobut now I'm suspending it because AGAIN I really reallyneed to study I have to keep reminding myself that i really need to study hehehe