open my eyesI try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember howI can't remember why I'm lying here tonight and I can't stand the pain and I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I cant explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this lifeI just wanna scream How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life just wanna scream How could this happen to me...... :'(