Brunch.. Writing for therapy

I got to start forgiving myself. Failing 3 major subjects in med. It’s the MOST lowest of low moments in my life so far. I’ve taught of giving up, giving up in feu, I’ve taught about giving up med all together. Taking the removals feels like literally like what T’cher Lata would have put it, going to the butcher house and you’re a chicken. Being in court and pronounced guilty. I feel like I’m not good enough for med. I forgot all the reasons why I enter med in the first place. It’s like starring at my dreams slowly shattering right in front of me and I don’t know how long I can hold up. I just feel like going home and giving the situation, I can't =( all I can do now is review for the removals and do my best and if that is still not enough then well its not enough...