home sick and orientation

last two days ago right before i transferred all my stuff to my new condo-dorm i got homesick. I was all alone in this big place. there was no entertainment to keep me company and i was bored and all i could think about is how much i miss my family and that i was there in brunei with them. i kept crying all night and even though my mind told me to stop crying and just go to bed, i couldn't. my heart felt heavy and the tears just kept coming. I taught i was going mad! and med school hasn't started yet =p so this is what it feels like.. to be homesick. it is pretty depressing which i pray would not happen to me in the near future again. i was an emotional wreck. i have to sleep at steph's dorm so that i could get some rest. it was a very terrifying experience. my friends are wonderful. they help me alot through this depression and owe them all my love. my family are exceptional. I love them with all my heart and soul. they are the greatest family ever and i'm grateful for having them as my family. Its funny when you're in trouble and the family would just fix it for moment. its amazing. I thank god especially for all this for giving me such wonderful people in my life my family and my friends. lord i lift up to you everything and all my concerns and problems. I feel so blessed. anyways its 3 am in the morning and i have orientation later at 7. its not that im homesick which is why i couldnt sleep but i guess its because im excited =??? i cant wait. will blog about it soon and i miss everyone. i love you all. thank you for being part of my life and my support system. i am forever grateful. =)