SORRY

sorry for not updating this site... ive been very super busy for this past few days. For this past few day felt lyk i rollercoaster there's a lot of ups and downs and right now im super dizzy and just want this whole thing to end.

Yesterday i haf to switch batch wif Watson oh yeah "THANKS WATSON!!" in order to go to the long jump practise. lil did i noe that we are going there by bus as in the pulic bus ie the purple bus! so we (fel clint randy beatrice dustin chris vee and I) haf to walk all the way to bandar to the bus station the we haf to wait for the bus coz the bus has just left the when it arrived we haf to wait coz its taking a break! plus its bloody hot! luckily for paul and azirah they went with kok to kebajikan

when we arrived to kebajikan (finally) it was soo hot that the sun hurt my eyes. in result of me not really practising properly coz i cant see clearly! first try DQ! step over the line hai..then my dad came picking me up in keajikan then went to sugar bun to eat.

I was so tired that i was suppose to go to mass on that day but then fell asleep and waking up at 1:30 am. eat left over dinner then go back to sleep

the next day which is today was NJ's b'day he's 15... Happy bday NJ!!! we wanted to go out to watch sponge bob the movie but then its no fun when Aaron Su lee Uri and Mae is not around so we waited on the 17th to watch plus its not yet showing in the mall only in empirer. so i ended doing my computer project instead.

Knowing that i haf alot to do, the sports day and my o levels are tearing me apart! I kept saying to myself that its only matter of organizing but even with that, that's still not enough. i need more time plus coorperation. and i realize that i cant control that. i cant control time and i cant control ppl no matter how hard i try. im just going to let it be no matter how badly i want it to happen. Im just going to let time take over me instead of me taking over time. I just want this whole thing to end!!!!

I need Sangs Bob and Ed. the three people that i can really talk to and no matter how horibble i've done they always seem to find a way to turn it upside down, make me laugh and just forget about the whole thing. and the best thing is they're never busy when i needed them. even bob he's like so far away in seria but then he's always there to support me cheer me by just a simple text msg. Sangs hahaha who's always there for me, make me laugh and also made me realize alot of thing and knock some sense in my head. Ed :) she just remind me that im still young and that i should be having fun instead of all this stressful stuff that im doing. she taught me that there's is also a time to relax and have some fun..

i kindda feel better after writig this blog hmm... maybe its just telling me that i should haf blog more often hahaha anyways Uri, Aaron Su and Mae is coming back on mon but im not so sure if they're going back to school on monday maybe on tuesday