roller coaster

living here in the phils has been an emotional roller-coaster! Its like one moment I feel like super down thinking that life sucks and its hard to cope up, fit-in and adopt to this new life of mine here. The other moment i thought to myself that i can do this. It just need some time and i'll be alright. so yeah maybe josh was right. It'll be different when i started going to school on june. Trust me im not looking forward to it. why? I'm super sacred!!! I mean new environment, new teachers, new FRIENDS! yeah im sacred and all but a lil part of me is KINDDA excited to go to school. I cant wait to study and DOING something. this past weeks i have been watching DVD. To me everyday's been always a TV maraton and i feel so LAZY. this is so not me. sigh.